Moving On...

It’s been long since i’ve last seen the sun..

too many words have been spoken and all have pierced my heart, the tears no longer shatter ‘coz they no longer fall to the ground. i’m beginning stand and take my first steps. i’m ready to start again but i’ll walk slower. This time i’ll make the effort to see the sights, appreciate the views and learn to think before i act. Carelessness and brittleness broke me down but somehow i managed— managed to put the pieces together. The puzzle of my life has begun to be put together and maybe it would bring out a beautiful picture. The scars are still visible and it may be hidden underneath the smiles and the laughter’s. They have disrupted the ascending triumph that my passion brought before me. I have slowly descended from the peak that I was about to reach but i’m ready to try again unfortunately it is neither this day nor the next.

i’ve heard a thousand lies and a hundred broken promises. Some for the sake of deceit and some for the sake of the truth. i have opened my eyes and saw that the horizon still lies before me. Music moves me to reach that horizon and helps me regain the passion i’ve once lost. The lyrics and the lines between their words served as my comfort. It had been my recollection, my upbringing and my retreat. Time had surpassed but the songs sound deeper and each one with a whole new meaning. It had awakened my inspiration and used the things i’ve been through as a shield for the things that i would go through. But i would like to throw that shield away and confront my difficulties face to face. No words, no sound but the beat of my heart. As I Look into his eyes, I realized that it may have remained the same but somehow it’s different. The bitterness ends here and the pain slowly fade away.

Why? Because..

the bitterness ends here..